Depression

Drowning in my own sea of misery;
Despondency and sorrow.
Having to be a stray of living;
Not wanting to be another tomorrow.
As these days pass by,
Another battle has begun;
Yet fighting for my life
Has become a war that I have never won.
Still I will not surrender
This life of mine,
Yet tomorrow is unknown;
Wondering
What tomorrow will bring,
And what will I find?
A treasure of my own awaits me
With you by my side.
Death will not conquer me;
Let alone that I am in control.
Despite all my misery,
You're the one I seek
Happiness,
And treasures,
But my weakness withholds 
What I could have been.
Now I hold this feeling of loneliness within.
Without a word spoken,
I kept this feeling inside;
Hiding in my true emotions;
Becoming the monster
I see through the mirror,
Yet you found me;
Underneath all the darkness of me;
Dug out all of the burden off my shoulders,
And found a heart of gold.
Inside a girl with an ancient soul.